Indeed ideal preaching facilities....
And a ten minutes' drive takes us to Brahmakund - a nice two-storey Scandinavian style building with around ten little flats where devotees and vegetarian non-devotess are living. And in the cellar is a little temple room and well equipped kitchen. Again perfect facilities....
I still have a lot of internal work to do.....
It can be so subtle - not always so easy to detect.....
It requires deep introspection, humility and honesty.....
Krsna consciousness is indeed such a deep and internal process. It is all about transforming the innermost chambers of the heart, to finally allow Krsna to reside in there. Within our heart is a big throne, which is meant for Krsna to take His seat there. But at present it is occupied by our false ego, who thinks himself to be the center of the universe. So we gradually have to kick this false ego off the seat, and allow Krsna to take His place.
On Monday Madhuri Radhika Mataji drove me out to our Village Community in Almvik, a ninety-minutes' drive from the city. It was nice to meet all the devotees again, and the weather was very pleasant and unusually warm for this time of the year.
Devotees arrived from the surrounding countries of Latvia, Norway, Finland, Denmark, England and Germany, and also from various parts of Sweden. We were an intimate circle of around twenty-eight devotees, coming together to focus on the holy name and deepen our relationship with Sri Harinama Prabhu. The wood-panelled yoga room in the tower of the temple building served us as a perfect bhajan kutir for the seminars during the day and the prayerful and deep evening kirtans.
Sri Harinama Prabhu had reciprocated with our endeavors and had revealed Himself more tangibly....
Holy Name Retreats are almost the only time when I spend several hours per day in deep meditative kirtans. And only during Holy Name Retreats I manage to really prepare my consciousness and open my heart to receive the holy name on deeper levels. For me nothing can really compare to those kirtans during a Holy Name Retreat. In kirtans in my daily practice my chanting is not of the same quality of feeling. Whenever I have an opportunity to join kirtans on festivals, chanted by our pure-hearted preachers, I immediately feel transported back to the mood of the Holy Name Retreats.....
Living from one Holy Name Reteat to the next, and longing to transform my life into one big Holy Name Retreat.....
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On the 8th of May I flew to Munich/Germany to attend yet another joyful event - Nrsimha Caturdasi on Simhachalam....
Your servant, Devaki dd